Sunday, August 16, 2009

No Way


No Way
Originally uploaded by carlindesigner

I'm feeling empty lately.... like a blank slate.... not a lot of joy, not a lot of pain... just a lot of nothingness really. It's all good though... and not too frightening.

Oblivion

Disintegrate, my life
into a sieve
grit will fall
among the sand
disappear into the salted
melt of rain and pain

blank as space on a rock ledge
overlooking the grand canyon
untouched for decades, centuries
eternity

share hollow heart
with no one
no one

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Prose/Poems Project


"unfinished" plant close up
Originally uploaded by carlindesigner

I have a brilliant idea to open a book, find a sentence randomly, re-write it vertically on a page and make a prose/poem from the line of words. Here is my first from Sylvia Plath "The Bell Jar":

Well - she rolled over and told me
I'm leaving you today
thirty days of no sex and
I can't stand your ass. So I
said to her - leave -
and take your shit, and I cried, and I
waited for her to change her mind.

That's what came of Plath's sentence "I'm thirty," I said and waited. I lost the page number - f*ck! But that's ok. I'll find it one day and post the page.... but I think this project is interesting and can be challenging to make something flow from a random sentence - and make sense (or not).

If you are into poetry and reading this... what's your take on the idea? And, if you try it post it in the comments... or use the same sentence and come up with something of your own....

All poems copyright of the owner of course!

Friday, March 27, 2009

PFC in NYC


PFC in NYC
Originally uploaded by carlindesigner

this is the look that secured a fiance which caused an accident which is a story unfolding.

shame


shame
Originally uploaded by carlindesigner

i was trying to do a 365 self portrait series... but my attention span parallels that of a chipmunk. i have made about 8 or so i think since this.

Monday, March 9, 2009

self portrait untitled 7


self portrait untitled 7
Originally uploaded by carlindesigner

a mixture of the trees and me.... both shots taken while driving, which isn't recommended, but it's my only free time really....